Secrets Of My Own Conscious

"All of my muscles has started swelling up by horror I just faced." Lucretia said while fixating her eyes on the glasses over the table. "What is it?What is Sunday Horror?" Martine said while adjusting his armchair. "Let me tell you, then we can decide," Lucretia said while shifting her eyes on him. "Very well! You can proceed." Martine said. "I could see myself sitting in an upholstered armchair right in front of the window. You can feel the serene scene in your DNA as if all it was me." Lucretia said with a demented look on her face. "I don't understand, the scene was you?" Martine asked looking all confused. Lucretia smiled eerily to his question. "I was in my abuelito's cabin. We have three bedrooms adjacent to one another with a dining space connected with the kitchen. Adjacent to the living room we have a hallway which straight leads to our small, relatively oval, shallow pristine pond in the middle of i

Hi, it has been almost 4 years since my last post. Right now it's 2020, the year which almost killed us. I woke up today thinking how I have no where to hide, run or sleep peacefully. I have been so cruel not only to mysel but also to my future. I have always been so insecure about everything makes me almost to kill myself. But I hold on to life a little more thinking I might be able to find something which will make me love meself more. All my life I was pushed towards The Great Silence, so I try to run towards chaos thinking might reach the middle ground. Patience accompany me but I chose to be impulsive. I was delusional thinking that I have so less time to do so many things. Time always wanted me to wait, It is I who pushed all boundaries. There was a time when I left yellow was my colour but now nothing soothes me more than the blues. I live my life in between the blues and grays. I feel my partner has returned in my life again, The Silence has came back to me again. It is co